A Peek Into My Prayer Journal

Father,

It has been a while since I have been up early to spend time with you. Early has been very hard for me lately. I know, however, that if I don’t “rise up” prior to everyone getting up, that my day starts off very slow and the household just doesn’t run like it should.

It is also hard for me to not jump on the computer first thing in the morning. As of late, my routine has been to wake up and do a “quick” check of my email. It is never really “quick” though and I usually end up staying on until the children wake up and come crawl into bed with me.

Tucker said to me yesterday morning, “Mom, you used to get up and spend time with God, now you are just on the computer.” Talk about gut wrenching conviction. It took a 9 year old to put dear old mom back in her place.

So, here I sit this morning.

Pen and paper in hand.

Bible on one side.

Hot tea on the other.

I realize how much I have missed these early morning moments of quiet with You Father.

I have to admit, however, the first thing I wanted to do was grab my computer. I was just going to use it for my prayer journal. After all, I type much faster than I write, my handwriting isn’t that great, and let’s face it… spell check is my friend. But, I know myself. The temptation would be to great to stray off “just for a moment” to check my email or sneak a peak at some of my favorite blogs.

So, for now, my computer sits closed in another room. I sit here ready.

Ready to listen to what You would have me hear.

Ready to come back tot he familiar place of sitting at your feet in the quiet of the morning.

Ready to put You first.

What about you?  Have you forgotten to put Him first place? What things are hindering your time with Him? Prayerfully take some time and ask the Father what is standing in in the way.

Chelsey Hall

Chelsey is a wife to one, mamma of six and daughter of the King. Some days she's climbing the mountain tops, on others you'll find her trudging along in the valleys. No matter where her journey takes her, she know that the Father is guiding her steps. She invites you to come along side her in her little corner of cyberspace at Chelsey's Journey.

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12 Responses to A Peek Into My Prayer Journal
  1. tracie @ {tsj}photography
    March 18, 2010 | 5:57 am

    this gave me goose-bumps all over this morning!! touched a chord that needed to be pulled! thank you!

  2. Wanda
    March 18, 2010 | 8:00 am

    I can so relate to checking emails first thing in the morning. Thanks for the reminder to put first things first.

    ~Blessings~

  3. Nancy
    March 18, 2010 | 8:05 am

    Every morning, I say to myself, “Five more minutes…” then I will open my Bible and spend time with Him. Guess what? That five minutes carries over into the kids getting up. I have been doing the exact same thing. Blogs/emails and then if time, my Lord. Why o why do I do that? Thank you for the re-prioritizing lesson. greatly apprecitated as always. I am off to my Bible……. NOW

  4. Kelly
    March 18, 2010 | 8:45 am

    Oh, you words are conviction on my heart. This is me to a TEE. Thank you for that gentle SHOVE I needed to get my spirtual life back on track.

  5. Tammy
    March 18, 2010 | 11:33 am

    Yep, this was speaking to me. I’ve gone from a no-computer girl to “I’ve been on…how long?”

    I would go to my office to do my bible study and you guessed it, that’s right where my computer is. So, for the last week, before my day begins, my ‘Lord time’ is meeting Him on the couch.

  6. Tracy @ Thirsty for Him
    March 18, 2010 | 5:07 pm

    Oh, my dear Sister!!!! How your words resonated with me!!!!! This has been me EXACTLY lately…… Thanks so much for sharing your dear, sweet heart. Love you, friend!

  7. Lisa Shaw
    March 18, 2010 | 7:00 pm

    Beautifully shared!

  8. Denise
    March 18, 2010 | 8:07 pm

    Bless you for this.

  9. ceemee
    March 19, 2010 | 5:22 am

    Thank you for this reminder!

  10. Jennifer @ GDWJ
    March 20, 2010 | 1:28 pm

    I appreciate your honesty, and your little guy who likes to see mama talking to God.

    Beautiful….

  11. Tiffany
    March 30, 2010 | 10:06 am

    I have been trying to get up early for the past couple of weeks and have been struggling with the just getting up part. I try to read the Bible, pray, and work on my scripture memorization before opening my computer. I have anywhere between 45 minutes to an hour before I have to get my shower and get my son breakfast. I appreciate the difficulty you talked about with the temptation to spend “just a second” on the computer. Why is it that we so easily give up the things that really get us though our day (prayer, study, time with God) for things that really don’t help that much at all (sleep, emails, blogs)? I think Satan knows my weakness and enjoys exploiting it! Thank you so much for convicting me today!

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